BENDE

 

Sen benim hiçbir şeyim değilsin,
Yazdiklarimdan cok daha az değerin,
Hic kimsem değisin,  bilmem nesin sen?
Kendini sütten çıkmış kaşık sanma,
Beni hala seviyor diye aldanma,
Varlığınla ve yokluğun bir bana.

Galiba unutulmuş eski bir sevdasın,
Nasıl olur diye düşünme yok şansın,
Dudaklarınla kalbime çizdiğin izler,
Yok oldu kalmadı ,kalbimde yerin. 

İlk aşk ,ilk sevda değilsin sen
Yalnızlığımla öldürdüğüm sevdasın,
Sabahlara kadar düşünmediğim,
Gelir diye beklemediğimsin.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      

Sen benim hiçbir şeyim değilsin,
Hiçbir sevda tatmadığımsın,
Yazılmamış bir romanın sayfasısın,
Hiç kimse bilmez senin kim olduğunu,
Sen benim için tanımadığımsın.

Sen benim hiç bir şeyim değilsin,
Yabancı bir el,yabancı bir kişisin,
Yagmurun ıslattığı toprak kadar,
Bile değilsin sen benim için.

Sen benim için hiç kimsesin,
Uykumun arasında adını bilmediğim,
Rüyalarda bile göremeyeceğimsin,
Senin adın ve hatıran yok artık bende.